March 20, 2010

i've never been so sure of anything.

It's been happening a lot lately. My vocabulary needs to grow because of it. I wish I knew the words to describe it. But sometimes, I feel like the feelings I feel are enough to satisfiy me for now.

I guess you can say, that the feelings I feel, which are between me and God, are feelings that shouldn't have to be explained anyway. Why would I need a fancy vocabulary to describe my night in the stars and the moon, and being loved by a God who gave me these things to enjoy?

God, my first love, has made His face shine upon me tonight. *There was a silence in my soul I just couldn't explain.

I felt like the Lord had specifically made this night for me. The old shed roof I sat on, overlooking the mountains, was in perfect view of His love. A white horse lay in the field, making noises in the leaves.

I sat there with my journal. I wrote about every sense. What I smelled, saw, felt etc. In the distance, I saw one little star. *A scary sense of what lies past the stars

These things are what satisfy me. They give me hope. relaxation. faith.

My hands were aching from the tree I had to climb to get on the big roof. Can I just say, it's probably not a good idea to clim a tree in a long skirt?!! But, despite the scratches, OH, and the fact that my journal ripped almost in half (my NEW journal by the way), it was all worth it to be with my God.

Why am I telling you all these things? Well, I feel a need to share this with the world. Or, at least the blogging world. (for now).

I want people who may not know the Lord personally, to understand that God is the source of all comfort. He's the only way to joy, and true contentment.

Please take a moment to read the words to these lyrics. If these guys hadn't wrote it, I think I might have wrote something similar! They are exactly what I've been trying to tell you this whole time on this post.

There's a beauty to the dawn, a rhythm to the rain



A silence in the soul that I just can't explain


There's a breath of life I breathe, a beating in my heart


A magnificence, a scary sense of what lies past the stars


Beyond what we can see behind the mystery


I know that it could only be






(Chorus)


There is a God; this is the proof


That all around the evidence is speaking the truth


From the center of my soul to the edge of the universe


Creation is crying out believe it or not


There is a God






There's a debt that has been paid, a grace that I've been shown


A hope that I've been given that I have never known


There's a love that conquers darkness a peace alive in me


There's a life that's not just here and now but for eternity


Beyond what we can see behind the mystery


I know that it could only be that






(Chorus)






I believe it; I believe it


There is a God


I can feel it; I can feel it


There is a God


And the more I find the less I need to see


I've never been so sure, so sure of anything

33 miles- There is a God



There is a God. And I know Him.

3 comments:

Jules(: said...

That is seriously beautiful.

Gavriella said...

LOVED that song.
And i know how you feel.
I feel the exact same way. =D

R.

Katherine said...

lovely post- its like a tribute to Him, the Creator!